Tonali returned to his best this season after serving his gambling last year.
Talking with Cronache di Spogliato, Tonali admits that he naturally considered everything with Milan.
He said, “I didn't want to leave Milan. And that was a huge burden for me. They called me and said,” Okay, but you have to give up something, we have to talk. “
“If we are completely honest, when Milan signed me, I came from my last year in Brescia, where I had a contract of € 200,000. I spent a summer never knowing which team I was going to sign; honestly I had no idea where I was going to play.
“And in the end I was in Milan, the team that I had always supported since I was a child, with a contract worth around € 2.5 million. I said to myself:” Okay, I made it, I arrived. That's it. What else should I do? More than this, what's there, what's there, what's there? “
“And of course, for me, who did not come from a big city, who did not come from a rich family, I kept saying to myself,” That's it, now I have fun, I don't think about anything else. “
“I was a twenty -year -old boy in Milan with his girlfriend, who earned tons of money, played for his dream club … I had no goals in life anymore. And I struggled because all the thoughts I had from the field was reflected about it.”
During his suspension, Tonali also said: “I know I was wrong, I know I paid for it, I know I worked to become a better man. But in the beginning, in the first five or six months, when I hadn't understood my mistake, my head told me:” Sandro, you were not wrong. ” That was the real danger.
“If you don't follow a path like mine, if you don't lose anything, it's very difficult for you to understand the mistake. If you lost your job and your family tomorrow, you would immediately understand that you had done something wrong. A kind of soul examination would automatically come into effect.”
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